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God is capable of healing anything. I love the fact that I serve a risen Savior who is in the healing business and that business is good. I am truly blessed by those who shared their testimony this weekend. Life has taken a turn for the better. My words seems to flow from a deeper place in my heart. My thoughts are gathered and are not so random. I don't want to harm people or hurt anyone with my words.

My future with Jesus makes me think more about others. Which makes me feel closer to him. I choose to try and do better in everything I do. Instead of burdening my heart with things and people I can't change I find myself praying for them. If God can heal my marriage after 16 years, he can do anything. There was a time I had lost faith. I had lost faith in people. I had lost faith in prayer, and I had lost faith in God.

It made no sense that I would go to church and follow the ways of God and never have my prayers answered. But I wasn't watching I was so fixated on one prayer that I didn't see the small prayers he was answering daily. The things that we all too often take for granted. Health, safety in travel, and so much more. Of the 16 years my husband was an alcoholic, he was never pulled over.  He never got into a wreck. He never let it affect his job. No one would have ever known but me that he had a problem. Well other than the people that had seen him in action. He was what most would call a functional alcoholic. Life was hard. It is now.

Things are happening that just shouldn't be happening, I honestly believe the devil doesn't not like it that Mike has quit drinking. Because things seem to be falling apart around us. BUT we are still standing. The morning SUV was re po-ed we laughed. It seemed a relief we did grief the materialism of it for a short period of time. When my husband got a less than favorable Evaluation from the Navy for no good reason, we had to believe that God is in control. It is hard to be in a battle with what seems like good and evil. But we will prevail! So many more things I could list but I will not give them glory instead I will be thankful that my marriage has been healed and it couldn't have, wouldn't have happened without a miracle. PERIOD! You don't have to believe me. It is our story and I am so glad it is. Maybe one day you will have your own story to tell, but beware. Because when you think you are standing firm, you may fall. The great thing is God's Grace is always there to catch you.